Currently Listening Portable Sounds By Tobymac see related

It's coming to an end...

It's been awhile since I've updated. I have lots to say, but it's not for everyone to hear. Things are different, things have changed. It's who we are whether we like it or not. I really can't say how this semester has been overall because I feel like I've had so many ups and downs that there's no in between. Whoever actually is reading this may have no clue what I am talking about which is totally okay. I'm just realizing that who I was is beginning to get lost again. It took me so long to get where I was and it only seems to take a few days to lose it all. I must move on.

Sometimes the internet can be a bad thing. You can find anything and anyone, and sometimes what you find is not what you want to know, but by then it's too late to erase it from your memory. Yeah...so now it's just kind of weird. Not sure what to think anymore...

I've only had three days of classes and the homework is already piling up. Nothing like diving into the semester. Classes are going well so far. Corporate Finance will probably be the most challenging just because it requires 3 plus hours of work outside of class a day. The other classes will be somewhat challenging, but can be handled if all is planned out correctly.

I kind of miss being home. It was nice being by the nice woodstove and reading a book or just hanging out with the family. I don't really miss work....who really does? But a plus to being back is that I've been working out everyday and hoping to continue that with the help of my good buddy Caralyn! Yeah by the time Spring Break rolls around, the Ozark Trail won't know what hit it when we come stomping through on the trail...if all goes according to plan :)

Well, off to bed. Need to get an early start tomorrow. Lots to do

Currently Listening Christmas Is... see related

I wonder why that is...

I started realizing that some people pour their soul out in online journals, and I think that is awesome that people can do that, but then I realized I wasn't one of them. I have no problem writing in the journal I actually have, but is it because I know no one is going to read it? Am I afraid people are going to see the real me? Granted, good things can come from pouring all your deepest and darkest feelings out online because you then receive feedback from people, which for the most part is helpful. I don't know why this just came to mind now on Christmas Eve, but it did. Maybe it's a cover up. Too personal perhaps? Where do you draw the line? I guess I'll have to think about it...

Merry Christmas everyone